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oops! [28 Apr 2006|08:21pm]
[ mood | energetic ]

I swear that i will make more time for journal entries...its hard to do so because of work at the shop........tattooing!!!!!!!!

Comments: never die.

She's as sweet as Tupelo Honey, she's an angel of the first degree... [12 Jan 2006|02:25pm]
[ mood | flirty ]
[ music | "Tupelo Honey" Van Morrison ]

I've been bad about posting, but i've been lazy. Christmas was awesome, Josh got me a promise ring that is so adorable, i'll post pictures as soon as I take some. There was no snow on the ground but, at least it wasn't so cold out. But snow would have been pretty. I got a bunch of Nora Roberts' books, and new cute green plaid pj pasnts, a DVD player for my room, some games for Gamecube, a Sailor Jerry hoodie and a Sailor Jerry purse(that i need to order today because it was on back order all Christmas). Oh i'm in such a lazy mood.....but its Thursday and Josh will becoming over after work and will be spending the night till Sunday. Then Monday he has to be at work for 12 hours. I know that its hard on him working so many hours but he's sooo close to moving out. So I finally watched Garden State last night...it was really good, i could watch it again, its just that the end of it was kinda dumb. I wanted there to be more to the ending, like what happened after they left the airport....but of well.

Comments: never die.

Everyday when I wake up, before I put on my makeup.... [17 Nov 2005|10:33am]
[ mood | lethargic ]

So I woke up early this morning, too early. My darling boyfriend called at like 6:30am, before he had to leave for work. Which was very sweet of him, but I was very tired. So I'm still pondering the thought of it not being such a good wake up call after all. Now I'm still tired, groggy, and I have no creative or positive outlook for today. But the call does leave me thinking of him. So i'm ready for Friday. Ready to go get my new tattoo and to see Josh.


I need to remind myself that I need to call Emily today and see if she wants to come over later. I like Emily I really do, we are really good friends....It's just that whenever I invite her to come over, she's here all day. Which sometimes can be fun, but most the time after a few hours I would like time to myself. I hope that I'm not too mean to her?

Comments: never die.

Whos house are you haunting tonight? [14 Nov 2005|03:25pm]
[ mood | groggy ]
[ music | "Oh Lately It's So Quiet" OK GO ]

So this past weekend started off good. Got to see OK GO at Mississippi Nights. It was sooooo much fun. Didn't get any good pictures of the band because me, Joah, and Grace were too far away. But I did get some really cute pictures of Grace, and me and Josh.


during the concert )


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Went to the Saint Louis Old School Expo on Saturday with my mom. We had alot of fun. We saw all kinds of stuff. I acted like a two year old in a candy store....I went ga ga when I saw Tim Beck was there. Looked through his portfolio, almost pissed myself when I saw a tattoo that he had done of this cartoon looking guy wearing a shirt that said *"Pekin Chinks". I called Josh ASAP!. Then i stopped by All Star's booth and talked to Omar, we talked about doing my next tattoo, which i will be getting on Friday. I'll post pictures. Then me and mom were getting ready to leave when I ran into Josh's brother Joel. Which was really weird because Josh is with me everywere I go, but he just so decided to not go with me and went to look at guitars at Guitar Center instead. I chatted with Joel and Shannon(his wife) for awhile but Shannon said that they had to get going because their two sons were getting sick.

I wish I could have stayed at the City Museum longer, but mom was getting tired and I was really hungry. But i took some cool pictures inside of the Museum, there really wasn't anything pictures to take inside of the expo, it was maily just people getting tattooed.


City Museum )



*Josh and his family is from Pekin Illinois, where up till the late sixties, town mascot was the Pekin Chinks.

Comments: 1 arrows through my heart - never die.

"Do you wanna see me crawl across the floor to you, do you wanna hear me beg you to take me back... [31 Oct 2005|01:46pm]
[ mood | "I don't wanna fade away ]
[ music | "Bell Bottom Blues" Eric Clapton ]

So yesterday morning me and Josh woke up at his house and made breakfast and watched some t.v. Then we left his house to go find the grave of Molly the witch. Well we found out that she really wasn't a witch and she was never drawn and quartered. She was some gal that commited suicide in the early 1920's. So that was no fun. But then we did go to Busch Wilderlife and drive around and looked at all the pretty leaves.


The drive was nice. )


Then we were driving and we passed a bunch of these World War II bunkers. Josh kept getting out trying to get into one of them. But all the doors were welded and locked.

Too bad Josh. )

Comments: 4 arrows through my heart - never die.

I'm gunna get get get you drunk.... [26 Oct 2005|03:57pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]
[ music | "My Humps" Black Eyed Peas ]

So i talked to mom and dad last night and there are sooooo not happy about Liz getting a tattoo on her wrist. Mom says absolutly NO about the bats, I'm just going to get the SeaBee. I'm tired of mom bitching about everything. It seems that since she lost her job she has too much time on her hands now. Then this morning she was like "you should get a night job, since you stay up late everynight and then sleep in". Well i'm waiting for that money to get to school, so what else is there to do? I just can't wait till Friday. Liz will be home, Josh will be coming over, we are having a bon fire...and i'm getting tattooed. can't ask for much more.

I can't wait till Christmas! I went to the mall last Saturday with Scott, and everything inside of Crestwood was Christmas stuff. I still need to figure out what i'm going to get Josh and i need to tell him what i want. But we said that we are only going to spend $20 on each other. But i know that we'll fudge that! I think that we are going to spend the night at the Lemp Mansion for my birthday. But i also hinted to him that i've always wanted to go on a carrige ride for my birthday. But we'll see what happens about that.

Comments: never die.

"I was dreaming of the past and my heart was beating fast...." [24 Oct 2005|04:34pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | "Jealous Guy" John Lennon ]


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I can't begin to tell you how scary that quiz is, it is sooooooo true in so many ways!
So I guess i'll let you in on my "boy" drama. Josh broke up with me on Friday...I only told Emily and Scott about it. I was so pissed off. See what Josh does instead of telling me how he really feels he just say "maybe we should see other people". Like that is ever going to solve anything. Then last night he told me that he didn't want to be apart. That it's completely stupid for him to get mad at me. Its like he can't handle it if we ever have a fight. Which I don't like fighting with him either, but damn sometimes it happens you know?

Then the whole getting engaged thing came up, we just aren't that ready. So i think that promise rings are in the works for our 2 year anniversary in March. I think that would be a nice gift. But you know i'm really not that worried about it. So Liz is coming home this weekend...thats going to be awesome. I told mom about getting tattoos, she was just like "Elizabeth is never going to do it." I told her that she was wrong, that we are going to do it. Haha, even if Liz doesn't I'm getting the Fighting Seabees logo.

Fighting Seabees )

Comments: 1 arrows through my heart - never die.

WHOA! [19 Oct 2005|05:40pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | "I get lonely(but I aint that lonely yet)" The White Stripes ]

I'm completely horrible at keeping an online journal. My personal paper back journal gets filled fast, but for some reason I always forget about my livejournal. I'm going to try to be better about it. So my mom called the lady that my $1.000 dollar investment is through. But since my grandpa dies last summer she said that she needs a death certificate in order to withdraw the money since it was a custodial account with my Grandpa's name. So until my Uncle can hand over a death certificate to my mom I can't start tattoo school. So now i have to sit and wait for that to happen. In mean time me and Josh are supposed to go to Open Mic tonight at The Crossings, but instead he has band practice over at Joe's house. So i will probably stay in tonight and watch Halloween because I already finished The Exorcist.

So i'm thinking about getting a tattoo Friday but I have no idea what i want to get. I'm thinking about cherries nest to my web?




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Comments: 1 arrows through my heart - never die.

Need to turn down the AC! [13 May 2005|02:02pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | "In the Orchard" Tiger Army ]

So i guess that i'm feeling alittle bit better since the break up on Monday between me and Josh. He called me back last night crying that he loves me and that he wants me back and that it was a big mistake. I told him that he's going to have to prove himself to me before i even think about taking him back.


Well I guess that i'll find out more later.



oh yeah new hair! )

Comments: 4 arrows through my heart - never die.

Bloop Bloop [12 May 2005|08:08pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | "I'm So Tired" The Beatles ]

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R.I.P
Josh Andrew Turner
Ex-Boyfriend #3
March 8, 2004-May 9, 2005




.....Now on to us being bestfriends, everything about him and the way that he kissed i'm going to miss deeply. But atleast he is still in my life!

Comments: 8 arrows through my heart - never die.

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